Everyone I know is studying law
or a victim of the law, good god
I’m stuck somewhere in-between where my
10 year plan is a bullshit dream.
I wanna tour and live in a van
and write fucked up songs for a rock roll band.
Don’t know what the future holds
but but it’s the life I lead and the life I know.
I don’t wanna be an adult
I’d rather be broke and hang with my friends.
I’d rather bounce between part time jobs
then build a career until I get laid off
Got enough money I can feed myself
and a community plan from UnitedHealth
Inside it would be killing me
to sacrifice my life for stability
I want my time to be my own
so I can draw cartoons and play saxophone
Track Name: Weltschmerz
And I’m looking for the answer, trying to find it in myself
For a better sense of meaning and for perfect mental health.
And They it’s best to focus on what’s done and not what’s gained.
They success and failure, should be taken just the same.
And I’m still searching for a reason And digging for the facts
I’m trying to find the answer and I’m trying to relax.
If ya can’t find it what are you lookin for?
I’m hoping I make progress, I’m hoping I can change
To be the perfect person both enlightened and insane .
Yeah I’m not sure what indifference, or lack of self-restraint .
Can do to cure the symptoms, both destructive and deranged